Saturday, 28 June 2008
some special post
okay.so today i woke up today dizzy.which means nth good i gna happen. and im not going to post the whole story up here,cos it makes me to angry to think about it.and i don think it is something that i will wna remember,and i dont wanna tell anyone about it.
so,i dunoe when this happened.i dunoe why.
this happened to me today.i feel so ashamed of myself.ashamed of being who i am.ashamed of being related to this person.ashamed of my life.i dont want to be myself anymore.i feel like i wanna kill this person and chop them up into pieces,disfigure this person.and the other person,i want to make the other person,some day,come crawling to me and beg for forgiveness.i want the other person to regret wat the other person has done so badly.i hate these 2people.i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them. congrats to these 2people.you have sucesfully destroyed my life.and your future.cos i am not going to let you get away with destroying my life.i will not lose to you.i must crush you.so i will destroy your future.as long as i'm living you wont have one peaceful day of life.you must pay for wat you have done.pay me back my 13years of life liven in ashamedness.you will pay me back double and beg for my forgiveness.
and without you.i will live a better life.if i erase you from my life,i believe i will be happier than ever,thank you.for helping me realise,i have always been right about this.thank you.
ps. china women are ****ing b****es. they suck to the max
恨不得见一个扁一个
okay,thats all and thanks everyone who had the patience to read this post for looking at my complaining.
I painted a rainbow @ 21:38